YOU EVER
. Kissed your cousin: No
. Pictured your crush naked: which one?
. Actually seen your crush naked: No
. Broken someone’s heart: Probably
. Been in love: Yep
. Cried when someone died: Yeah
. Broken a bone: Nope
. Drank alcohol: Sips here and there.
. Lied: Me?

W H I C H I S B E T T E R ~
. COKE OR PEPSI: Pepsi
. GIRLS OR GUYS: well that just depends on what the question is asking.
. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES: Depends on the day.
. BITCHY OR SLUTTY: Well….

W I T H T H E O P P O S I T E S E X ~
. WHAT DO YOU NOTICE FIRST: Normally hair.
. LAST PERSON YOU SLOW DANCED WITH: Ummm… wow… Could it have been Amy Larsen at my senior prom?

T H E L A S T T I M E ~
. LAST TIME YOU SHOWERED: A week or so ago (just kidding, although I probably smell as though I did).
. HOOKED UP: Umm….
. HAD A GREAT TIME WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX: Does getting beat up count?

W H A T I S ~
. YOUR GOOD LUCK CHARM:
. PERSON YOU HATE MOST: I try not to hate. Love is all you need.
. THE BEST THING THAT HAS HAPPENED TO YOU TODAY: I got beat up physically and emotionally by two different people.

F A V O R I T E S ~
. COLOR: Dark Blue.
. MOVIE: Wow, that’s kind of hard. Princess Bride, 10 Things, does Alias count?, any one of a number of them…
. JUICE: Strawberry Lemonade
. HOLIDAY: None.
. SEASON: Spring

H A V E Y O U ~
. Kissed JUST a friend? no
. Been rejected?: of course
. Been in love?: yes
. Been in lust?: …
. Cheated on someone?: too many possibilities here.
. Been cheated on?: again…
. Been kissed?:yes
. Done something you regret?: how about not done something i regret?

W H O W A S T H E L A S T P E R S O N ~
. You touched?: Uhhh…
. You talked to?: In person? Mike Floate
. You hugged?: Alison
. You instant messaged? Rande
. You kissed?: Aimee
. You yelled at?: I really try not to yell despite contrary belief.
. You laughed with?: I would hope that I laughed with Alison & Mike at Friday’s tonight.

D O Y O U ~
. Color your hair? No
. Have tattoos? No
. Have piercings? no.
. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend/both?: both huh?
. Own a webcam? iSight baby (only because it is made by Apple)
. Own a thong? nope.

H A V E Y O U / D O Y O U / A R E Y O U ~
. Stolen anything? Uhh…
. Smoke? No
. Schizophrenic? me?
. Obsessive? Yes
. Compulsive? Yes
. “Panic?”: yes I push the panic button normally a couple times a day, but that is just how you turn the lights on and off…
. Suicidal? no…not today
. If you could be anywhere, where would you be? does it matter?
. What facial feature do you find the most attractive on others? Hair
. Would you marry for money? If it was a plus.
. If you could live in any past, where? I don’t get it.
. Do you wear shoes in the house or take them off?: Normally off.
. What is your favorite place to visit?: Like I have time for that crap.
. What is the last movie you saw?: Uhh…. Wow… How about a lot of Alias.
. Do you kiss on the first date?: n/c
. Are you photogenic?: Of course!
. Are you wearing fingernail polish?: Hell Yeah!
. Is it chipped or fresh?: huh?
. Do you drink alcohol? not really.
. Did you like or do you like high school?: Umm.. is this a trick question?
. Who do you want to kiss?: NDA
. Do you like sunrises or sunsets the most?: Sunsets
. Do you want to live to be 100?: Hell No
. Is a flat stomach important to you?: Absolutely not.
. Are you loyal?: to what?
. When you watch movies at home, do you like the lights on or off?: lights off
. Do you have frequent nightmares: Sometimes
. How many pairs of shoes do have in your closet? 4… maybe 6.
. Do you like to wear the same shoes everyday or do you like a variety?: I normally wear my work boots.
. Do you snore?: As I understand it.
. Do you sleep more on your back, front, or sides?: Sides – with something in my arms or I can’t sleep.
. Do you lick stamps?: Uh… what’s a stamp?
. Do you use an electric can opener?: Cans? Don’t you just pop the top?
. Which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain?: Well seeing as how I’ve been through both today…. It depends…
. Favorite TV show?: You’re gonna have to guess this one on your own… I’ll give you a hint.. It starts with an A and has Jennifer Garner in it, even though that’s not why I watch even though I know you don’t believe me.

Today was a pretty mixed day. I got into it this morning with Aimee. I responded to something in her journal … It wasn’t hard to write it, but it was hard to submit it because I knew what it was going to do to her – or at least what I thought it would do to her. … So many loose ends that don’t make any sense to me… …

I made it to Grand Tradition finally this morning to discover that their audio console is having some issues. When it powers up it is making some weird noises… I think it has probably just reached it’s end of life. Now I have to figure out what is going to be the best thing to do. I really want to get a Midas board for down below and move the Mackie (when it gets back from repair) to the Grand Hall, but that plan is also going to involve spending the something like $2k on the mixer which is double what another Mackie would cost and something like 4x what another similar board would cost. I came home to start working on pricing some different options, had some lunch and then it was off to the school.

I spent some more time editing dance music today, and we’re down to 3 songs left to cut. I spent a long time on the “last dance” and man those edits just sound like crap… I can’t figure out what to do to clean it up and still keep the edits where they want them. It sure doesn’t help that the file has got like 40 different regions in it now from all the different edits we’ve done. Sarah came over to get 2 CDs from me, but we didn’t actually get to cut any music today. I guess I didn’t screw anything up the last time around – damn! I’ll have to find a way to see her again…

This show in the Bob has been fairly easy, but has been high stress. Just about everything “simple” or “stupid” has been going wrong. It will be interesting to see how things come off with the first show tomorrow evening. Lauren stopped by again today and stayed much later today – I guess I did a better job of entertaining her, but she eventually got tired and called for a ride home. Actually, I think she just stayed longer because she was waiting for a ride for a long portion of the time. I think she had fun, and I guess I might have had a little bit of fun, even though I’m going to be all black & blue in the morning. …

After work I went out to Friday’s with Alison & Mike for a “quick” dinner because I was starving. Nothing major to report there, we were fairly quiet for the evening and only managed to down 2 rounds of strawberry lemonades (I could have kept going, but we weren’t brought anymore). Then home to where we are now. I’m kind of tired but at the same time I’ve got all this energy… I think I’m scared of what is to come … What happened to the easy life? I’m so ready to just start over from scratch. Who can help me with that? I mean move, maybe keep one or two key friends, screw the rest and just start a fresh… So many options… I need someone to decide for me!