I want a 60 GB iPod now with color screen (they ditched the iPod Photo name) for only $399!!!!!
But here’s the real question…. WHERE IS THE 80 OR 120 GB MODEL?
I want a 60 GB iPod now with color screen (they ditched the iPod Photo name) for only $399!!!!!
But here’s the real question…. WHERE IS THE 80 OR 120 GB MODEL?
I did a wedding this morning, which actually got done early for once… The wedding was over at like 11:21 or something crazy and I was out of there at 11:45 or so. I got to sit with Kristin and do what we do best during the wedding… complain!
After the wedding I stopped by the Mission really quick to pick up some stuff, came home to eat lunch and charge Patty’s credit card. Then it was off to the Bob for the recital. All went well. Cindy kept us entertained most of the time. Pyro made her day by taking her on a tour. Ussher came by and watched the show for a bit. Then then fun came after we kicked them all out and had to get the masking tape off the stage. (They had put lines of masking tape across the stage so the kids could tell where to line up. The problem was that when they tapped across them or really just did anything with the tape, it would come up in that spot.) So… hours later, we finally got most of it off – inch by inch.
After the Bob I came home for a bit and then headed out to the Mission to help out for a while. All I did was general cleaning, but wow was that place a mess. Nate was working on installing some ceiling lights in the cry room. It really is amazing what all we do!
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Even though this week has been fairly quiet, I’ve still managed to stay busy and I haven’t even made it to many of the tasks I was hoping to get to like cleaning! Still lots of pushing paper and estimating. The last two days I’ve done rehearsals for Shadowridge dance at the Bob. They’ve just been incredibly boring: Last night I did nothing but sit on stage starving almost the entire night. Today I ran sound, but that still didn’t keep me very busy.
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So we all know that pyro’s batteries have had their useful life, but how are your batteries doing…
[Amber:~] schester% ioreg -w0 -l | grep Capacity
| | | “IOBatteryInfo” = ({“Capacity”=4142,”Amperage”=0,”Cycle Count”=100,”Current”=4132,”Voltage”=12490,”Flags”=1090519045,”AbsoluteMaxCapacity”=5400})
(This is my battery labeled 2 which has been sitting in my computer for a couple weeks now, normally on charge.)
[Amber:~] schester% ioreg -w0 -l | grep Capacity
| | | “IOBatteryInfo” = ({“Capacity”=4967,”Amperage”=1019,”Cycle Count”=100,”Current”=4415,”Voltage”=12442,”Flags”=1090519047,”AbsoluteMaxCapacity”=5400})
(This battery has been sitting in my bag for a couple weeks without use.)
MacWorld says that the batteries should be good for 300-500 cycles. I find it odd that both of my batteries happened to have exactly the same number of cycles. Either something isn’t working quite right, or I’ve done a really good job of keeping things balanced!
This is the text of the Commencement address by Steve Jobs, CEO of Apple Computer and of Pixar Animation Studios, delivered on June 12, 2005.
I am honored to be with you today at your commencement from one of the finest universities in the world. I never graduated from college. Truth be told, this is the closest I’ve ever gotten to a college graduation. Today I want to tell you three stories from my life. That’s it. No big deal. Just three stories.
The first story is about connecting the dots.
I dropped out of Reed College after the first 6 months, but then stayed around as a drop-in for another 18 months or so before I really quit. So why did I drop out?
It started before I was born. My biological mother was a young, unwed college graduate student, and she decided to put me up for adoption. She felt very strongly that I should be adopted by college graduates, so everything was all set for me to be adopted at birth by a lawyer and his wife. Except that when I popped out they decided at the last minute that they really wanted a girl. So my parents, who were on a waiting list, got a call in the middle of the night asking: “We have an unexpected baby boy; do you want him?” They said: “Of course.” My biological mother later found out that my mother had never graduated from college and that my father had never graduated from high school. She refused to sign the final adoption papers. She only relented a few months later when my parents promised that I would someday go to college.
And 17 years later I did go to college. But I naively chose a college that was almost as expensive as Stanford, and all of my working-class parents’ savings were being spent on my college tuition. After six months, I couldn’t see the value in it. I had no idea what I wanted to do with my life and no idea how college was going to help me figure it out. And here I was spending all of the money my parents had saved their entire life. So I decided to drop out and trust that it would all work out OK. It was pretty scary at the time, but looking back it was one of the best decisions I ever made. The minute I dropped out I could stop taking the required classes that didn’t interest me, and begin dropping in on the ones that looked interesting.
It wasn’t all romantic. I didn’t have a dorm room, so I slept on the floor in friends’ rooms, I returned coke bottles for the 5ยข deposits to buy food with, and I would walk the 7 miles across town every Sunday night to get one good meal a week at the Hare Krishna temple. I loved it. And much of what I stumbled into by following my curiosity and intuition turned out to be priceless later on. Let me give you one example:
Reed College at that time offered perhaps the best calligraphy instruction in the country. Throughout the campus every poster, every label on every drawer, was beautifully hand calligraphed. Because I had dropped out and didn’t have to take the normal classes, I decided to take a calligraphy class to learn how to do this. I learned about serif and san serif typefaces, about varying the amount of space between different letter combinations, about what makes great typography great. It was beautiful, historical, artistically subtle in a way that science can’t capture, and I found it fascinating.
None of this had even a hope of any practical application in my life. But ten years later, when we were designing the first Macintosh computer, it all came back to me. And we designed it all into the Mac. It was the first computer with beautiful typography. If I had never dropped in on that single course in college, the Mac would have never had multiple typefaces or proportionally spaced fonts. And since Windows just copied the Mac, its likely that no personal computer would have them. If I had never dropped out, I would have never dropped in on this calligraphy class, and personal computers might not have the wonderful typography that they do. Of course it was impossible to connect the dots looking forward when I was in college. But it was very, very clear looking backwards ten years later.
Again, you can’t connect the dots looking forward; you can only connect them looking backwards. So you have to trust that the dots will somehow connect in your future. You have to trust in something – your gut, destiny, life, karma, whatever. This approach has never let me down, and it has made all the difference in my life.
My second story is about love and loss.
I was lucky โ I found what I loved to do early in life. Woz and I started Apple in my parents garage when I was 20. We worked hard, and in 10 years Apple had grown from just the two of us in a garage into a $2 billion company with over 4000 employees. We had just released our finest creation – the Macintosh – a year earlier, and I had just turned 30. And then I got fired. How can you get fired from a company you started? Well, as Apple grew we hired someone who I thought was very talented to run the company with me, and for the first year or so things went well. But then our visions of the future began to diverge and eventually we had a falling out. When we did, our Board of Directors sided with him. So at 30 I was out. And very publicly out. What had been the focus of my entire adult life was gone, and it was devastating.
I really didn’t know what to do for a few months. I felt that I had let the previous generation of entrepreneurs down – that I had dropped the baton as it was being passed to me. I met with David Packard and Bob Noyce and tried to apologize for screwing up so badly. I was a very public failure, and I even thought about running away from the valley. But something slowly began to dawn on me โ I still loved what I did. The turn of events at Apple had not changed that one bit. I had been rejected, but I was still in love. And so I decided to start over.
I didn’t see it then, but it turned out that getting fired from Apple was the best thing that could have ever happened to me. The heaviness of being successful was replaced by the lightness of being a beginner again, less sure about everything. It freed me to enter one of the most creative periods of my life.
During the next five years, I started a company named NeXT, another company named Pixar, and fell in love with an amazing woman who would become my wife. Pixar went on to create the worlds first computer animated feature film, Toy Story, and is now the most successful animation studio in the world. In a remarkable turn of events, Apple bought NeXT, I retuned to Apple, and the technology we developed at NeXT is at the heart of Apple’s current renaissance. And Laurene and I have a wonderful family together.
I’m pretty sure none of this would have happened if I hadn’t been fired from Apple. It was awful tasting medicine, but I guess the patient needed it. Sometimes life hits you in the head with a brick. Don’t lose faith. I’m convinced that the only thing that kept me going was that I loved what I did. You’ve got to find what you love. And that is as true for your work as it is for your lovers. Your work is going to fill a large part of your life, and the only way to be truly satisfied is to do what you believe is great work. And the only way to do great work is to love what you do. If you haven’t found it yet, keep looking. Don’t settle. As with all matters of the heart, you’ll know when you find it. And, like any great relationship, it just gets better and better as the years roll on. So keep looking until you find it. Don’t settle.
My third story is about death.
When I was 17, I read a quote that went something like: “If you live each day as if it was your last, someday you’ll most certainly be right.” It made an impression on me, and since then, for the past 33 years, I have looked in the mirror every morning and asked myself: “If today were the last day of my life, would I want to do what I am about to do today?” And whenever the answer has been “No” for too many days in a row, I know I need to change something.
Remembering that I’ll be dead soon is the most important tool I’ve ever encountered to help me make the big choices in life. Because almost everything โ all external expectations, all pride, all fear of embarrassment or failure – these things just fall away in the face of death, leaving only what is truly important. Remembering that you are going to die is the best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking you have something to lose. You are already naked. There is no reason not to follow your heart.
About a year ago I was diagnosed with cancer. I had a scan at 7:30 in the morning, and it clearly showed a tumor on my pancreas. I didn’t even know what a pancreas was. The doctors told me this was almost certainly a type of cancer that is incurable, and that I should expect to live no longer than three to six months. My doctor advised me to go home and get my affairs in order, which is doctor’s code for prepare to die. It means to try to tell your kids everything you thought you’d have the next 10 years to tell them in just a few months. It means to make sure everything is buttoned up so that it will be as easy as possible for your family. It means to say your goodbyes.
I lived with that diagnosis all day. Later that evening I had a biopsy, where they stuck an endoscope down my throat, through my stomach and into my intestines, put a needle into my pancreas and got a few cells from the tumor. I was sedated, but my wife, who was there, told me that when they viewed the cells under a microscope the doctors started crying because it turned out to be a very rare form of pancreatic cancer that is curable with surgery. I had the surgery and I’m fine now.
This was the closest I’ve been to facing death, and I hope its the closest I get for a few more decades. Having lived through it, I can now say this to you with a bit more certainty than when death was a useful but purely intellectual concept:
No one wants to die. Even people who want to go to heaven don’t want to die to get there. And yet death is the destination we all share. No one has ever escaped it. And that is as it should be, because Death is very likely the single best invention of Life. It is Life’s change agent. It clears out the old to make way for the new. Right now the new is you, but someday not too long from now, you will gradually become the old and be cleared away. Sorry to be so dramatic, but it is quite true.
Your time is limited, so don’t waste it living someone else’s life. Don’t be trapped by dogma – which is living with the results of other people’s thinking. Don’t let the noise of other’s opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.
When I was young, there was an amazing publication called The Whole Earth Catalog, which was one of the bibles of my generation. It was created by a fellow named Stewart Brand not far from here in Menlo Park, and he brought it to life with his poetic touch. This was in the late 1960′s, before personal computers and desktop publishing, so it was all made with typewriters, scissors, and polaroid cameras. It was sort of like Google in paperback form, 35 years before Google came along: it was idealistic, and overflowing with neat tools and great notions.
Stewart and his team put out several issues of The Whole Earth Catalog, and then when it had run its course, they put out a final issue. It was the mid-1970s, and I was your age. On the back cover of their final issue was a photograph of an early morning country road, the kind you might find yourself hitchhiking on if you were so adventurous. Beneath it were the words: “Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish.” It was their farewell message as they signed off. Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish. And I have always wished that for myself. And now, as you graduate to begin anew, I wish that for you.
Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish.
Thank you all very much.
So I decided not to write one night, and one night seems to have turned into a bunch…
Sunday. Fantasy wedding at GT and then Baccalaureate at the High School.
Monday. Dentist and lots of work.
Tuesday I ran sound for a band that Way booked for the senior luncheon. It went well, but ASB needs to invest in some additional gear if they want to continue doing this kind of stuff. As usual, it took longer than I had expected, so I didn’t have much time to get other things done that needed to get done. That evening I did practice for Oasis graduation and then we did Senior Scholarship Awards.
Wednesday was Ivy Grad practice, followed by a decent break and then we did Oasis Graduation.
Then today I went to the GT to do a sound check with the DJ for the 4th of July event. That went fairly well and I’m hoping we made a new client today too… After that I went to the high school for Ivy’s Graduation. Just as I was getting out of my truck I heard tires squeeling on the street and then a loud smash. Some kid who is going to get the dumb*** of the year award was showing off or racing just hours before graduating from high school and hit a telephone pole head on at a really good speed of at least 50 mph. All I can say is the driver and passenger were really lucky to walk away from this one. SDG&E had to come out to replace the pole. They said that there was only about 3 inches holding the pole up.
We also had another nice earthquake this afternoon. It looks like it was reduced to a 4.9, but it sure was pretty good. It scared some of the people in the Bob (it happened just before we started the Ivy graduation) and some of them started to evacuate. I doubt you have to worry about too much falling on you in the Bob, although the building could always end up sinking another couple inches…
Business has been keeping me busy. I hope that things continue like this (and sales continue to improve). I have a meeting with Presonus tomorrow morning about opening up a dealership, so we will hopefully have yet another line to sell.
It’s now been 5 years since I graduated from high school… It’s been an interesting ride, that’s for sure. My advice for the graduates: be yourself (whoever that may be), but be open to others and don’t be afraid to try something new. Try to follow God’s direction at all times, and steer clear of all telephone poles.
So sad…. Yet such a great movie….
Yesterday evening I went to see Ussher’s performance “Route 66.” It was a good show, but we really could have done without one of the intermissions. After the show Sarah, Micah, their moms and I went and got Cheesecake to go and then ate it in the mall. It was good.
Today I did two weddings at GT and that’s about it. Tomorrow I have another wedding in the morning and then Baccalaureate at the high school.
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Wednesday morning I sat on the stage for ASB Awards and worked on quotes and such. I need a second monitor so that I can get more done quicker when I’m at the bob… If only I had the money…
After that I went over to the GT to look at their wireless network. I figured out the problem. I was surprised that it actually was what I thought it might have been. When I setup the access points, I had them on my network here at the house (192.168.10), but then they were installed at the GT (network 10.0.0) and we didn’t change the addresses of the units because it didn’t seem to be causing a problem. Well, we did figure out that you have to have the ip address of the wap in the same network range, even though they shouldn’t be using IP to communicate… Anyway, I’m glad that it looks like we’ve got things working better over there now.
I also went over there to figure out how to mirror the display on the computer in the gift shop (for the projector). It just appears that you can’t mirror a display with two separate cards – you have to have a dual head card. I was going to order a dual head card, but decided to do it the way we should have done it in the first place and I just ordered an XGA DA that should be here tomorrow. I also took the Venice in to install it, but Scott decided that we should do it right. So… new project! We’re ordering a rack and rewiring everything. I’m hoping that I can also talk them into some new equipment at the same time. I’ve got some good plans going I think. (I won’t be spending as much money as Bouse got to though…)
After that I went to the school for Drama awards which were easy, but high stress… It felt like I was always yelling at someone for something. I got some more work done while I was stuck there, so that was good. Aimee Braun even stopped by because she was there for some AVID banquet. After work I stopped by the Mission to pick up drawings for some custom panels that need to be made and then Batch and I went to Outback and talked about the panels.
I spent all day today working on quotes and going through paperwork. I also got “Anything Goes” duplicated for Promack, but that is about it I think. I started watching a movie tonight, but about 20 minutes into it, the disc stopped because there was a nice nick in it. I was playing around with the disc and it actually cracked, so I guess it was a fairly major nick! It seems like I’ve been having a lot of these problems lately. Maybe it’s just cause I’m watching movies that have seen more use or something.
I think I’m going to get some more work done and then head to bed… I still seem to have a ticket available for Ussher’s show tomorrow night if anyone is interested in joining me.
Editor:
I have heard and seen enough! I have lived in the West all my life. I have worked around them. They have worked for me and I for them. When I was young, I dated their daughters. When I got married they came to my wedding. Now that I have daughters of my own, some of their boys have dated my daughters. I would be privileged if one of them were to be my son-in-law.
I’m talking about the Mormons. They are some of the most honest, hard-working people I have ever known. They are spiritual, probably more than most other so-called religious people I have encountered. They study the Bible and teach from it as much as any Christian church ever has. They serve their religion without pay in every conceivable capacity. Not one of their leaders, teachers, counselors, Bishops or music directors receive one dime for the hours of labor they put in. The Mormons have a non-paid ministry- a fact not generally known.
I have heard many times from the pulpits of others how evil and non-Christian they are and that they will not go to heaven. I decided recently to attend one of their services near my home to see for myself. What a surprise! What I heard and saw was just the opposite from what the religious ministers of the day were telling me. I found a very simple service with no fanfare. I found a people with a great sense of humor and a well-balanced spiritual side. There was no loud music. Just a simple service, with the members themselves giving the several short-sermons. They urge their youth to be morally clean and live a good life. They teach the gospel of Christ, as they understand it. The name of their church is “The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints.” Does that sound like a non-Christian church to you?
I asked them many questions about what they teach and why. I got answers that in most cases were from the New Testament. Their ideas and doctrines did not seem too far fetched for my understanding. When I read their “Book of Mormon” I was also very surprised to find just the opposite from what I had been told I would find.
Then I went to another church’s pastor to ask him some of the same questions about doctrine. To my surprise, when he found out that I was in some way investigating the Mormons, he became hostile. He referred to them as a non-Christian cult. I received what sounded to me like evil propaganda against those people. He stated bluntly that they were not Christian and that they did not fit into the Christian mold. He also told me that they don’t really believe the Bible. He gave me a pile of anti-Mormon literature. He began to rant that the Mormons were not telling me the truth about what they stand for. He didn’t want to hear anything good about them.
At first I was surprised and then again, I wasn’t. I began to wonder. I have never known of a cult that supports the Boy Scouts of America. According to the Boy Scouts, over a third of all the Boy Scout troops in the United States are Mormon. What cult do you know of that has a welfare system second to none in this country? They have farms, canneries and cattle ranches to help take care of the unfortunate ones who might be down and out and in need of a little help. The Mormon Church has donated millions to welfare causes around the world without a word of credit. They have donated thousands to help re-build Baptist churches that were burned a few years ago. They have donated tons of medical supplies to countries ravaged by earthquakes. You never see them on TV begging for money. What cult do you know of that instills in its members to obey the law, pay their taxes, serve in the military if asked and be a good Christian by living high moral standards?
Did you know that hundreds of thousands Mormon youth get up before high school starts in the morning to attend a religious training class? They have basketball and softball leagues and supervised youth dances every month. They are recruited by the FBI, the State Department and every police department in the country, because they are trustworthy. They are taught not to drink nor take drugs. They are in the Secret Service – those who protect the President. They serve in high leadership positions from both parties in Congress and in the U.S. Senate, and have been governors of several states other than Utah. They serve with distinction and honor. If you have Mormons living near, you will probably find them to be your best friends and neighbors. They are Christians who try to live what they preach. They are not perfect and they are the first to admit this. I have known some of them who could not live their religion, just like many of us. The rhetoric which is spread around against them is nothing more than evil propaganda founded in untruths. (Others) had successfully demonized them to the point that the general public has no idea what they actually believe and teach. If you really want to know the truth, go see for yourself. You, also, will be surprised.
When I first moved here some 25 years ago there were five Mormon wards in Santa Clarita. Now there are 15. They must be doing something right.
Paul Allen Santa Clarita, California
Did some more quoting this morning and then dropped my truck off for an oil change. Then Chad, Pyro and I headed up to the OC for some cheesecake! After that we accomplished the somewhat actual reason for going – to pick up the new venice console for GT. Of course, we ended up driving to this guys house, not to his business address… So… a half hour later we finally ended up at Clair Soundworx. He gave us a tour of the place and we talked for a bit. He seems like a cool guy and I think he could be a good asset for us. After that it was home to play with the new fax machine. I’ve got it all up and working, now we just have to find out if it works and then the old one is in the trash! (Actually, it is going to Bouse cause I think it still prints fine and his won’t print or something anymore.)
Good night and God Bless.
I spent the day doing quotes. I didn’t get through much paperwork, it was just quotes… Now I guess we just wait and see if we can make some money!
Pyro and I did choral awards tonight. It was Bell’s last show. She is retiring and we’re going to have to train a new choral director…
I really have nothing else to report for the day and I’m getting tired of sitting here staring at the blank page, so good night!
The True You |
| You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed. |
| With respect to money, you are a bit stingy. |
| You think good luck doesn’t exist – reality is built on practicalities. |
| The hidden side of your personality tends to be satisfied to care for things with a minimal amount of effort. |
| You are tend to think about others’ feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked. |
| When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you will search and search until you find your perfect match. |
We did the benefit concert today for Marsha. I hope they made enough money to cover the costs as there were not very many people in the audience. Arianne tried to keep us entertained during the times when Chad wasn’t telling stupid jokes…
Did some “cleaning” this evening. I think I made more of a mess than I did cleaning, but I’ve got some things organized so hopefully I can do some massive cleaning this week now.
Then, for the climax of the day… I decided to watch a movie, nothing out of the ordinary with that… So I’m leaning back in the chair as usual and I start thinking that maybe I’m a little farther back than normal. One second later, I’m laying on the floor still in the chair… Maybe I need to take a hint that it is time to loose some weight or something if I’ve managed to break two of these chairs now! I wonder if they will send me another replacement, or if I’m going to have to go find a new chair this time…
Anyways… I hope you all got a good laugh out of that… I’m off to bed now…
As happy as I am to see the show go, I’m going to miss seeing all the wonderful people so much. Riley, Hailey, Travis, Alanna, Karen, Kristin, Pat, Chris, Amy & family, etc, etc, etc…
The shows went well today. Riley even went into the audience and watched the last half of the last show. Michael, the director, played stage manager, and did a pretty good job of it while Riley enjoyed the show.
We did our best to get out of there as fast as possible for strike, but it was still after 11:30 when we got done mopping the stage, and we still have to move the legs back to house and clean up the lobby. Chad and I will be showing up early for the call tomorrow morning…
Speaking of tomorrow morning, I have to get up early, so I’m off to bed… Good night. God Bless. Miss you all!
You never know when GOD is going to bless you…
Good things happen when you least expect them to!
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Dear Lord, I thank You for this day. I thank You for my being able to see and to hear this morning. I’m blessed because You are a forgiving God and an understanding God.
You have done so much for me and You keep on blessing me.
Forgive me this day for everything I have done, said, or thought that was not pleasing to you.
I ask now for Your forgiveness.
Please keep me safe from all danger and harm.
Help me to start this day with a new attitude and plenty of gratitude.
Let me make the best of each and every day to clear my mind so that I can hear from You.
Please broaden my mind that I can accept all things.
Let me not whine and whimper over things I have no control over, and it’s the best response when I’m pushed beyond my limits.
I know that when I can’t pray, You listen to my heart.
Continue to use me to do Your will.
Continue to bless me that I may be a blessing to others.
Keep me strong that I may help the weak…
Keep me uplifted that I may have words of encouragement for others.
I pray for those that are lost and can’t find their way.
I pray for those that are misjudged and misunderstood.
I pray for those who don’t know You intimately.
I pray for those that will delete this without sharing it with others.
I pray for those that don’t believe.
But I thank you that I believe.
I believe that God changes people and God changes things.
I pray for all my sisters and brothers and for each and every family member in their households.
I pray for peace, love and joy in their homes that they are out of debt and all their needs are met.
I pray that every eye that reads this knows there is no problem, circumstance, or situation greater than God.
Every battle is in Your hands for You to fight.
I pray that these words be received into the hearts of every eye that sees it.
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